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The fact that I don't read a book means that the person is not lonely.
Osamu Dazai
A small town with about 7,000 people, which is about 7,000 people away from the city.
Walking in a down-to-earth way is a habit from a long time ago.
I am a girl who is always smart and quiet.
That's what I saw from around me.
Chapter 1
The strange adolescence of a quiet beautiful girl.
I've never seen her talking in school.
I know she's born that way.
When I was in elementary school, I was teased by her silent character.
When I went to junior high school, my classmates were not interested.
Books.
I'm especially happy to read pure literature.
Even during my free time, even after I got home, I kept reading books.
I'm not myself, I'm someone else.
Yesterday,
I raised a child with an unmarried single mother, and today I'm committing a crime of invading Japan.
It was a sudden opportunity for me, who was living such a life, to touch my life.
Spring of the second grade.
Even if I was called back from school, I pretended not to hear it as usual and stood in front of me.
The other person is a first-year boy who entered school this year.
Please go out with me even if you are embarrassed.
In broad daylight, it was less than a month after my father left.
I had never met a girl who agreed to learn about society, but it was a little regrettable for me when I heard that she had a child.
May I go home now.
But I couldn't do anything.
You can't support me.
I haven't made any class.
I can't do anything, and I can't do anything.
I couldn't help myself to say it.
We both went to school.
I'm sorry.
I love you.
I love you!
The last thing I wanted was the bruise on my chest.
I cut a few pieces of paper and wrapped them in a nearby paper and put them in an important place.
He and I shed tears to the point where there was no more.
As if the heroine was on a ride, I immediately took off my pants and handed them to him.
Time stopped.
And again, the boy said a word.
Can you show me the inside of that skirt?
This time, he moved out of the water and went to the bush.
When he turned his skirt over, the boy was so close to his face that it seemed to stick to him.
He didn't blink or touch him, and he was staring at him.
The situation where he was sometimes blown and looked at.
The emotions that I had never felt before were slow.
I lowered my skirt and ran away.
Oh!
From that day on, I changed.
The genre of the novel I read.
I started to like strong things with a strong sensuality.
The delusion was not only the princess of the castle that was tied for only one night, but also the wife who was enraged by the humiliation that she had to endure.
Also, the surrounding environment may have been rumored at that time.
The first-year student who wants me to show you there doesn't stand a chance.
I want you to see and touch your own things.
Finally, even those who are enraged by me want me to touch them.
I don't know what to refuse.
Or rather, I don't know how to refuse.
It was a matter of time for me to experience men for the first time.
Chapter 2
Not just anyone.
Now
And the day when I can experience it for the first time is coming.
The winter of the third grade when the entrance exam was also decided.
The masterpiece of romance literature I read at that time.
When I first saw the first love in the Japanese school, I felt a burden.
To tell you the reason I think, it's a very simple reason.
The story of the boy who went to the first love that I was attached to in the first year and next year.
With the story of the girl who went to the first love in the first year and next year, I completely forgot the man I had fallen in love with.
The story of this girl who suddenly felt that she is a relationship in the first love.
The story of the girl who comes to be the first love that has been a long time.
The story of the first love, the beginning, the end, and the end.
It was a pretty intense approach, but with its own visuals and the smell of Eros, she was taken to a love hotel and became an adult woman.
You're going to do it, aren't you?
Her experience was so impressive that no one could say it was a picture, and it was so mysterious and beautiful that it was unparalleled in any writer's writing that I've read so far.
I was surprised by that feeling, but I felt like I wanted to experience it again.
I don't have any feelings like I like it or I don't like it.
I just started chasing a male teacher for pleasure.
I don't remember what it looked like or what it was like.
It was just a tool to get pleasure.
It was just an adult toy.
Then there was the awkward invitation.
There was a student in front of the school waiting for someone in front of the school gate after school.
Chapter 3
I'm being hugged by someone I don't know today.
I chose a university that no one knows in a rural city where you can go to school from home.
As usual, I sleep with my mouth open.
I don't change the way I look down.
I just fell in love with the mysterious time when I exchanged bodies with men.
After school, I always go around the city for nothing and wait for a man to call me at a bar or a bar.
I'm not good at communicating, so if I get a call, I go straight to the hotel and have sex.
I'm a little girl.
I don't ask for money.
On the contrary, I want to pay.
It is rumored that there will be such a light woman someday.
I was immediately called and encouraged to have sex with a different man every day.
While having a relationship with so many men, I learned that humans have a personality.
I love love affairs.
I was just licked by a man.
I was walked around the city in a coat.
I ended up showing off my love.
There are various places to love.
Love hotels are of course.
Toilet
On the emergency stairs.
A park at night.
I didn't choose a place.
After two years of experience as a teacher and a man of more than 100 people, I became a new society member and became a library teacher.
The fourth chapter.
The destination of the aching body.
There is almost no one to talk to.
There was only one person who talked to me for four days after going to work.
A library teacher who can dive into the world of fantasy.
It was the best job to spend the day.
And on the fifth day of work.
Contact from the office.
A request from the city.
Close the library for a while.
Please refrain from going to work for a while because it is remote work.
I didn't have to go to work, so I wasn't particularly dissatisfied.
But she had a big problem.
A night hobby that has been going on since I was a student.
A corona that has lost its meaning because of the city walk that seeks people's skin and pleasure.
From the day I first met a man, she has been hugged as she wanted.
I've never been able to add a man for so long.
Unnecessary happiness that no one needs to touch.
The loneliness of walking around the city.
Desire and dissatisfaction exceed the peak.
I'm making an emergency declaration on the lower abdomen.
During the self-restraint period.
There is no reason for the right hand to rest.
Like in the old days.
I have no choice but to stay in the world of novels.
At that time, I remembered.
A little mischievous man who did it once six months ago.
His sex was monotonous and short.
I couldn't be satisfied with it, so I forgot it until now.
I'm scouting AV.
If you're interested, please contact me.
I remembered that I was forced to register LINE.
I know the existence of AV.
I sometimes see it at a love hotel.
Supportive video for men to satisfy their sexual desires alone.
What was reflected there was a big, rough man and a large, monotonous man who could be seen through a mosaic.
Just as everyone longs for a TV star,
I thought it was something I couldn't reach.
It took me four hours to find him from hundreds of Midoq LINE.
Chapter 5
Do you know he's on AV?
As soon as I contacted him, he set up a stand to go to the AV company to buy.
A interview with a regular employee at a beautiful office outside the business.
I answered the question without any embarrassment.
That day is over.
And a few days later.
I got a call from him saying he wanted to ask me for a job.
I'm not interested in money.
I've always been interested in tasting Dancon.
I dreamt of that Dancon for a month until the shooting day.
I forgot about the other man.
It was enough just to comfort myself.
And then the day came when my dream came true.
The camera was around me.
I was asked a lot of things.
I'm not good at talking.
I was taken aback by the actor next to me.
I don't remember what he asked and how he answered.
The first memory is from when I ate Dancon that I wanted to eat.
And when his food was in my throat.
I forgot about myself and drowned in a swamp of pleasure.
That's when I spent the best time.
I became an AV actor.
To be continued.